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Mark has been a man of many
moods during his 20 years on the Winston
Cup tour.
Rambunctious and tempestuous during his early years.
Moody and sometimes glum during his middle years, even when the wins
came frequently.
Then came the seasons of pain - back pain, knee pain, excruciating
pain that he tried to keep out of sight and out of mind ... until he
finally acceded to the surgeon.
Now, at 42, there is yet another Mark on the stock-car trail.
A Mark with not just a smile but also a grin and a renewed
attitude of almost defiantly feisty optimism.
Yet, Mark is mired in a bit of a slump, along with the rest of his
Roush teammates. Only one, Jeff Burton, has won, at Charlotte in May.
Mark hasn't won since last April, and that win was somewhat
improbable at Martinsville, long one of his most dreaded
tracks.
Mark's best finishes this season were fourths at Talladega and
Charlotte in the spring.
But Mark insists that he is, if anything, a patient man, and an
optimistic one. Monday he led 33 laps of the Old Dominion 500, a
race in which hard tires and 13 caution flags and gambling crew
chiefs combined for a strange afternoon. The race had 14 different
leaders and ended with Ricky Craven's first Winston Cup
victory.
"That makes three top 10s in a row," Mark said after finishing
seventh. "And that was as fast a car as I've ever had here at
times."
Nevertheless, the man who made the Winston Cup championship a quest
for so many years seems further than ever from that finish line.
With six races left, he's 907 points behind leader Jeff Gordon and
11th in the standings, trying to catch teammate Jeff Burton for
10th. If he doesn't, Mark will miss the awards banquet for the
first time since his 1988 debut with Jack Roush.
Yet throughout a season of discontent - at the sluggish pace of
development within his team, and at the too rapid pace of
technological development within the sport - Mark has seldom been
without that new grin.
Perhaps that's because his son, Matt, has given him a new outlook on
life. Certainly Mark's perspective on the sport is changing ... but
he gets angry if anyone questions his desire.
"There have been some things written this year that have hurt my
feelings," Mark said. "But I'm telling you right now - do not
question my commitment or my will. Because it's the same as it
always has been. And it will continue to be, because that's
me.
"I want to try to paint a little picture for you. My son is
racing. I love my son more than anything in the world, so I enjoy
talking about him, and I'm also incredibly proud.
"We were at the race track a few months ago, and in between his heat
race and the features, he got kicked in the eye. It almost swelled
shut, and he was almost in tears and everything. His mother and I
tried to get him to go home, but he said that he wanted to
race.
"He drove the race, and then we took him home. So it was a very
tough night. Racing deals you all kinds of blows. You have to race
when you're physically in pain, mentally in pain and emotionally in
pain. The real winners race through all of that....
"That's commitment. That's a 9-year-old's commitment.
"If you ever thought what that commitment would be like at 42, you
need to take a look at me ... because that's a drop in the
bucket.
"That's a 9-year-old's commitment. That hasn't had 34 years to
develop.
"So whether you've ever questioned whether I've driven the race car
in major pain physically, emotionally or whatever, you need to
think back about it a little bit."
Commitment, Mark says, is a commandment for him: "My commitment is
that I believe when you have a broken bone, when you're sick as a
dog, or when you have a death in the family, you still test, you
still practice, you qualify, and then you race.
"The priority will never shift until that commitment goes away.
"I can't tell you when that day is. But I can tell you that it won't
come for quite some time, because most people don't have a commitment
by an owner, by a team and by a sponsor that reaches as far as mine
does. I have a longer-term commitment than most people in the
Winston Cup garage have ... which has been confused, I think
somewhat, by some of the media."
That's a contract to drive through at least 2005.
But is Mark still having fun at this?
"For me winning is fun, and the winning that I've been experiencing
this year has been through my son, and not through myself. Matt has
won more races than I have this year.
"But I don't race for fun, and I never have...."
The season has been quite difficult, clearly, but Mark has been
bearing up quite well, despite the frustrations. He seems to be
patiently awaiting his time.
"It's just we've had a year where we weren't as competitive on the
race track as we've been in the past," he said. "I understand that,
but I haven't been able to give the media the answers to why. But I
wouldn't have to answer that if I knew why."
One difference now, Mark says, is the tremendous surge in sponsorship
money.
"Ten years ago a race team might have been 15 people. Now a race
team might be 100 people," Mark says. "But that has done some very
positive things: It's offered opportunities to so many young people
who want to get into motor sports."
That, Mark says, bodes well for Matt, who hopes to have a Truck or
Busch ride by age 16.
"There are so many young drivers that are going to get into this
thing at an earlier age than ever before, with more raw talent and
more experience than ever before," Mark says. "And for me that's
incredibly exciting."
Of course, that's a two-edged sword for Mark. "Some of my peers
would probably be much happier to hold those (younger drivers) down
and keep them away as long as they could," Mark says. "But I'm not
threatened by that.
"Even though they may be young and brave, they still have to hit the
wall enough to put it all together. That bravery will cost you. It
makes you go faster, but it also makes you hit the concrete
more.
"They still have to put the finishes together, and that takes
time."
And time, Mark feels, is still on his side.
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